Last night I felt like I was going to rip someones head off. So I was really unproductive while I escaped in the bath tub because I was being an evil bitch & needed to have a moment. And that I did. But, today is a new day & that is the beauty in life. So I turned it around, faked it till I made it, & had an awesome day.
After a successful day of training at work I went to Shannons. I was able to spend time with she and the girls, Taylor & Tanner, as well as Chris & Charlie. Before I knew it I had a happy belly, snorts in between laughter & only 30 minutes before I planned on being in bed. So instead of getting all sorts of crazy from moving anxiety, I decided to keep calm & spend some time with some of the people I love – And it was so nice.
Sometimes it’s a sign when you have a big project but keep putting it off for things like dates with a bag of York Mints in bed with Ellie Goulding turned up really loud (that was last nights excuse, betcha’ never heard that one before). A sign that is trying to say, ‘Stop being a tight ass & breathe. And have one more mint. Oh, & get OUT of the house for gods sake.’
I don’t know what I would do without all of the strong, positive, uplifting people in this little village of mine. Or all of the candy from my stocking. Needless to say, I feel refreshed & so not evil. I’m going to go plan my outfit for tomorrow like I used to every night from 7-11th grade (Senior year = Nobody cares, just get me the hell out of here), and go to sleep! It feels good to have adult responsibilities & child-like guilty pleasures.